The Untalkative Coffee (If That’s A Word)

Hey, if we were having a coffee this week we’d be back on the one of my favourites – Columbian Suarez.  I bought a kilo and have had to share it around.

This week has been another without much sleep.  I’m still doing the whole Wake Up At 3am Thing.  Some days it’s a little earlier, sometimes a little later, but still a lot earlier than I’d like.  Having been two weeks I’m not sure if I need to see someone about it or whether it’ll just go as quickly as it came.  Part of me thinks there must just be something outside that wakes me up.  Some nights my brain has going all over.  Other times, with me being me, I sometimes wonder if there’s something else going on with someone else that I’m having sympathy sleepless nights for!

I’m sure some people will ask whether there’s a stress.  That group of people might be right.  My Grandad is just about hanging on on hospital.  None of us are particularly sure that that’s the best thing, for him or my grandmother or my Dad.  Dad actually told me and my brother not to go and see Grandad on the basis that he wouldn’t recognise us and we wouldn’t recognise the man we knew.  Dad still goes back to the hospital and I’m not sure how to help him and support him, because it’s taking a toll.

I went to get a Fathers Day card before, and it was hard finding something that balances the sensitivity needed at the moment with something that might cheer him up.

A lot of things pale in to insignificance with that, to be honest.  I’ve been to see some friends, to play and watch football.  I’ve debated buying a robotic vacuum, but can’t decide whether it’s the height of laziness or a good time saving investment.

In junk food, I’ve had Malteser Buttons (not as good as they sound) and a cookies and cream milkshake (Galaxy Caramel and Oreos blended in to ice cream)…

In Pokemon, I got all the shinies from Community Day, and also got a shiny Shelder and a perfect Mewtwo.

That’s about all I can think of.  Sorry I’m not very talkative.  Hopefully I just need some sleep.

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